urghhhh !

seriously,i'm not in the mood.

hari ni rasa macam nak marah.nak maki hamun.tak puas hati je

dengan orang sekeliling aku.



especially, debot.

sokay,bilaa weekend je mesti bukan dengan aku.

allright!!

alhamdulillah

yesterday,i was so busy to attend the class.

so pack scheduled.tired.

oh tidak henti-henti berdoa supaya ibu selamat dalam pembedahan.

call ayah every single after class.

0900- dewan bedah

1200-out

alhamdullilah,everything was going very okay.

selamat.

zul call asked about mum.

thanks for that.

ibu, i love you.

rindu nak mee goreng ibu ;)

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friend's ever after.

to sue,daya and ciyoo.

gosh.i love them so so much.

last saturday,i meet them.WHOA-AHH.

semuaaa makin gorgeous,fabolous and hot chic tuu.

bila jumpaa korang.honestly,teringat zaman sekolah.

paling rapat,paling sayang,paling gilaa.

we went to times square.

meet.window shopping.bowling

kasut bowling yang comeeel.

pose yang paling gedik'ss

gemuk.selenggaa.minyak.

from left ciyo'ss,me,daya,sue.

waiting.

hey.hey.love them too muchh.

i bring my adik.ciyo,you owe my adik kfc right?

jangan lupaaa.aku sekali.

hey,it was so sweet moment with all of you.

going to miss them.

25122010

with <3 <3 love.

6 days to go

150 juta.

first day without him,ouchh i try to be patient

i try as long as i can.

but,

today he woke me up to solat subuh.

oh,saya tersentuh.

even gaduh,he is still concerning about me.

orang cakap,bila  seseorang dah sayangg.

• dia akan nasihatkan orang yang dia sayang supaya menjadi lebih baik.
• dia sanggup lakukan apa sahaja untuk membuat gf dia gembira dan terus tersenyum.
• sentiasa mengalah even salah her gf.

EGO sangat kan kan,memang padan la dengan aku.

tapi takpe,aku buat-buat tak rindu kau kan kan.

• aku tak nak tengok muka kau dalam purse aku.
• tak nak ingat semuaaa pasal kau.
• barang-barang yang ada makna tu,aku tak nak tengok.

i ask him to do it for do not even contact me in a weeks.

kita sama-sama muhasabah diri kita.

both of us have a weakness,no one perfect.

but,but,i am so bad,annoying,trouble'ss.

teruk kan kan i nih?

thanks a lot,lot sebab kau masih sabar dengan aku.

whatever it is i love you too much !

confusing

why is so confusing me right now.

he ask me to wear a hijab.i admit it.

terlalu murni dan suci niat kau untuk ubah aku menjadi lebih baik.

InsyaAllah,i just need some time to make me comfortable with it.

not immediatly sayang.

step by step,slow-slow.

debot, InsyaAllah.

an apologise, is still not enough

firstly,thanks a lot for today debot.

i know you have done a lot of sacrifice in our relationship.

but me? never apprecieate it.

secara jujurnya,kau dengan aku?

kau lagi hati batu,keras gila seolah-olah macam tak ada hati dan perasaan.

tapi kau selalu mengalah antara kita.

dan aku kepala batu,bak kata kau la haha.

tapi hati aku lembut tau, tak macam hati kau hehe.

its has been a years 1 month 23 days

we are still loving each other,

still like a first time fall in love to each other haha.

amat terharu,when you..said to me,

i am your first love and will be the last one.

2014 + 2 = 2016

it is still long journey between us.
waiting you like a million zillion years.
but,i will keep on waiting for you.

untuk pengetahuan kau, aku tak putus-putus berdoa

yang kau akan jadi hak aku secara sah dengan lafaz

but we are still engaged.

insyaAllah,2016

soon will be husband and wife.

dear ZulHelmi Isa,

i love you until my last breath.

you are such my breath,that i really need it.

and like a drug that i addicted it.

aku sayang debot aku !



sigh

its has been 4 weeks i'm continue my new semester. allright, i have 5 killer subject

especially basic finance. i really do hate math and calculation.

so far, still find more effort and concentration.

class full-so pack laa.

today, 0800H-1430H. 2 hours i meet law.seriously,hampir muntah la nak

hadap subject law tadi.

after law class, fadz and i went to find out some goods to make selling.

through blog maybe haha.

yeah, still in progress. hope it will be happen.

hope so.

tomorrow, we going to chow kit to wholeseller the goods.

p/s : today open a new account in CIMB Bank.

my debot, pssttt.. aku sayang kau !

nightmare !

im in PD right now :(

i hate back to port dickson actually.just now,whole my way back to PD, i cried.

i cried cause i have to leave my parents,home,friend and my siblings.

on 2 dec, daftar kemasukan untuk sem baru.

yeah,lets start with a new mission okay.

Strunggle-Focus-All Out-No More Enjoy.