Aku tahu explanation aku tak cukup untuk cerita kat kau from zero to infinity apa yang aku dah buat. To be honestly, you're so kind for me. seriously you're not like another boy who i had knew before. its all about my fault, you're not supposed to be felt guilty. To be frank, I am bad, super idiot and what ha? stupid kaaan? i can't appreciated every single you have done for me. But pleaseeee keep remember what i said just now, Kekadang pemikiran aku boleh jadi terlalu panjang sampai kau pun pelik kan dan kekadang pemikiran aku boleh jadi pendek terlalu cetek dari budak-budak punya pemikiran. i need you to hold my hand. Million thanks for being with me, i knew you get through a lot of pain. i don't really mean it to do that.
you said i got an aura which is you couldn't find until now. that's why until now you keep being with me. whatever shit i gave to you. KAU TETAP SABAR. you told me don't go to anyone. i swear i will be with you. don't worry, you're mine. i need you to lead me avery single my action. i need your advice. i need you to tell all about my day. i need you for making my day. i need your shoulder to cry on. importantly, i really need you.
i'm not pretend to be happy after i had told you everything. tapi aku rasa lega sebab tu aku senyum je. aku mengaku aku keras kepalak. if i said A, so there's no B. even you scolded me tahap gaban gila babeng but it doesn't working. you just get hurt. teruk kaan aku?
Pleasee tarik aku eh, i dont wanna let everything's happen even it's not what i want it. i'll keep the note properly. thanks tulis note tu even tangan kau lenguh-lenguh. thanks baju ye, dia teman aku tidur until i meet you soon. last but not least, sejujur seikhlas secinta aku mintak maaf dengan kau. i'm not going so unfaithful. i'm blind to everyone but not you. InsyaAllah
p/s : 10 tahun akan datang, AMINNNNNN
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